Whatever.

my computer is fixed! yay! its been awhile.
Anyways..soo much has been on my mind lately.I want to know why I have to think this way all the time.It really drives me crazy sometimes because I dont even know what to stop and actually think about it just keeps running.It really sucks.
Other than that... Spring break is comming up reallly soon.Then summer and ya..I kinda dont want that to come, at all.I wanna go to california really bad. I think Im gonna stay here until Evan has to leave then go there for the rest of the summer.. Somewhere new and try to figure out what I really want to do with myself , my life. I think what I really need to do is get my relationship with God back together and he will lead me the right way I need to go.Days are going by so much faster with so many thoughts running me down with what to do.
I just wish I could figure out what it really is I want to do, and not just with working when Im out and what not but soo much more. Like I dont even want to think Im thinkin about things that way.

Right now, God is what I need to focus on.
Everythings going to be OKAY.It will be great.
He is going to bless me and take care of me.

XoXoX

I went to the doctor today. That was no fun. Hah my doctor was proud of me though! hahaha
anyways....
Im ready for the weekend.
I dont know what to say..
Im really happy right now though. :)

Happy Valentines Day!

I got pretty roses,teddy bear and a cute card from Evan!! :)
and victoria secret perfume,hollister tee shirt from my bestest buddy, and a scented rose,puppy stuffed animal and card from a guy at work.
For once.. a happy valentines.. Cuz of Evan and Juliet! I love it!
oh.and some cash from momma.